*******SAME AS SHADES********
~Heeyyyaa! Baby I'm back! *sings Cruiserweight to herself* Wow, whata weekend I had. I didn't get any sleep at all. The whole experience was pretty surreal though. It was the most beautiful wedding in the whole world, probly the most beautiful I'll ever go to. La Caille was a very cool place to have a reception I might add. I am very happy for Sunshine and Scott! Yea! I ate too much though... and I have a horrible stomach ache every day now! The softball banquet was Tuesday night. It was fun times of course, but Marge didn't sit at our table though she was on our team longer than the other team. Oh well we all had fun. Quotes of the night: Men working above! and Safety first, save a child!... funfun times. And the spaghetti feast... OH THE SPAGHETTI FEAST! I'll show YOU a FEAST! Anyways... I've been listening to my brother's techno mix (yeah, shocking isnt it?) and it's some good good stuff! Speaking of music, I'm finally getting my cd from Cynthia! My "Oushi Kuso Part II Mix"... yeah I spend wayyy too much time naming my cds and making them all pretty. Today is Carl and Neefer's 2 month aniversary!!! Happy for them! Tomorrow is Nogg's Sweet 16!!!!!! Happy one day early bday NOGGY! Neefer's right, there are many many projects for the last 6 weeks. You'd THINK that they'd have some sympathy with TAKS and Finals comming around... but no, they are sadistic and cruel! The Nazis! I've been feeling a bit weird lately, but I'm sure I'll either get over it or do something drastic... but nothing to worry about my dears, it's all in my mind... or something like that. I'm such a weirdo... as if you werent sure about that. Well, I think I'm getting into writing song mode again.. my creativity has returned after such a long slump! Heh, sorry that sounded odd. Anyways, I best be going, ja' ne!

“I’m Back”-Cruiserweight

I could make a list of all the cynical ideas I had now
They’re all attributed to you
Like “love is just another form of cancer”
Contrary to what you might think
The list flushes down so easily

Whoa, watch me now
I could do my dance anyhow
But I wanted you to see it
And anyone can see
What the outcome of this story won’t be
‘Cause baby I’m back.

Up in the distance there’s a fuzzy figure that might remind you
Turn away, it’s too late
Because the one laughing the hardest won’t escape your brain
Like a Dynamite Boy song, ringing true
It will grab on tighter every single day.

So keep sitting on your hands
But I’m right outside your window now
‘Cause, baby, I’m back and you can raise the roof on that.

Round and round we go but you’ll see
Now who’s laughing, now who’s laughing
Round and round we go but you’ll see
Now who’s laughing, now who’s laughing now…
Please keep all hands and feet inside the car
‘Cause here we go
Round and round we go, round and round we go.

And your vacant stares
Only drive me further from my weak place
‘Cause baby I’m back, and you can raise the roof on that.

Rinoa Heartilly, FFVIII

~Whheeee we made lotsa quizzes! Funfun in the sun! All's fair in love and war... bite me!!! Well, that whole boyfriend thing didn't work out well for me this time (ooo big suprise guys!) Oh well, cheers to Neefer & Carl, Noggy & Casey! Oh well, wish me luck next time, hehe. Here are the fun stuff we made! Ja' ne!


you are SHELLEY! oh you lucky thing! you are
pretty, have a great taste, charismatic, and
artsy. though you confuse people with mixed
messages, you are more than just what they
want. keep writin those songs baby! you sweet
thing you!


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You are YELLOW LIGHTS! 'You cried, as I thought
that I could run just to get away from all
this.' We've all had our share of breakups, but
you seem to be the heartbreaker, whether you
like it or not. When you realize that your
relationship is ruined and youre not getting
along, you block the whole thing out. They're
too busy crying about it while you just want to
run away. It's not that you have a heart of
ice, it's just that you can move on, when it's
taking them forever. ROCK ON!


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SENSHI.. the Lovely Rebel! You are so hardcore!!!
You're a punky soul who likes manga, video
games, extreme sports (particularly street
hockey) and of course playing guitar in your
band, the Rusty Angels! You're kinda rocky with
relationships, but that makes more good breakup
music right? You really don't like preps, but
that's great b/c they don't really like you,
but you're real, and they're not right? ROCK ON
you party animal you!


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Marmalade Boy couples!!! awweeee so kawaii and sappy, I love it!!! *^.^*

~DUDE WE ALL HAVE BOYFRIENDS... really CUTE boyfriends!!!!!!!!!! ROCK!!!!!!! Tee hee hee!!!! Ja' ne.

Hey hey, I don't hate rap no more, but it's not my fave ever! Whooo it's good though! But punk, electronica and alt. are still my faves (though it's sorta everchanging) This song is the SHiZnEt!!! XD

"'03 Bonnie & Clyde"-Jay-z feat. Beyonce

Jay-Z (talking):
Uhh uhh uhh.
You ready B? Let's go get 'em..

[Verse 1: Jay-Z]
Look for me! Young, B
Cruisin down the westside - high, way
Doing what we like to do - our, way
Eyes behind shades, this necklace the reason
all of my dates been blind dates
But today, I got my thoroughest girl wit me
I'm mashin the gas, she's grabbin the wheel, it's true to the heart
She rides with me - the new Bobby and Whitney
Only time we don't speak is during "Sex and the City"
She gets Carrie fever, but soon as the show is over
She's right back to being my soldier
Cuz mami's a rider, and I'm a roller
Put us together, how they gon' stop both us?
What ever she lacks, I'm right over her shoulder
When I'm off track mami is keepin me focused
So let's, lock this down like it's supposed to be
The '03 Bonnie and Clyde, Hov' and B

[Jay] All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend.
[Bey] Down to ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.
[Jay] All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend.
[Bey] Down to ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.

[Verse 2: Jay-Z]
The problem is, you dudes treat the one that you lovin
with the same respect that you treat the one that you humpin
Now they 'bout nothin - if ever you mad about somethin
It won't be that; oh no it won't be that
I don't be at, places where we comfy at
With no be-atch; oh no you won't see that
And no, I ain't perfect - nobody walkin this earth's surface is
But girlfriend, work with the kid
I keep you workin' at Hermes, Birkin bag
Manolo Blahnik, Timbs, aviator lens
600 drops, Mercedes Benz
The only time you wear Burberry to swim
And I don't have to worry, only worry is him
She do anything necessary for him
And I do anything necessary for her
so don't let the necessary occur, yep!

[Jay] All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend.
[Bey] Down to ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.
[Jay] All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend.
[Bey] Down to ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.

[Beyonce]
(Talk to 'em B)
If I was your girlfried
I'll be there for you, if somebody hurts you
Even if it's somebody was me
Yeah-hee (break it down for 'em)
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be
And so I put this on my life
Nobody or nothing will ever come between us
And I promise I'll give my life
and all of my trust if you was my boyfriend
Put this on my life
The air that I breathe in, all that I believe in
I promise I'll give my life
and all of my trust if you was my boyfriend

[Jay] All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend.
[Bey] Down to ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.
[Jay] All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend.
[Bey] Down to ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.


Awwee this reminds me of Austin (my boyfriend) and I *sigh* it's Aya and Yuuhi of Ayashi no Ceres of course!

'Nuff luvin' for today baby! *kisses goodbye* Ja' ne!!!

hello guys, i know that no one reads this site anymore, so i can blog on it all i like without worry...NOT. whats up people? i just wanted to blogg before this site dies, why i keep it alive, i will never know. dude, just look at the last entry, it was way back in chirstmass time. i am in school and there is this guy sitting next to me that has way to much colonge. *pass out* thats okay, i like being dizzy. i am really tired, but i guess i will be fine by the end of the day. that erick renne guy wants me to e mail him, but i gotta say, he is creepy. "maybe you girls can do voices for my next movie" i dont know....i guess it SOUNDS creepy to me. i cant wait till next con and at least its only 3 months away. *smirk* and i guess i will have a different costume for it, i hope. we saw a beauty man garden dude at the con, it was great! hehehe the guy next to me is cussing at his computer. i have to new ways of thinking, "go for the gold" and " not a fan of the bisk" well i gots to go now, bye bye and luv luv.

This is Mel & my fave Christmas song, we sing kareoke to it every year...

"Fairytale of New York"-The Pogues

It was Christmas Eve babe
In the drunk tank
An old man said to me, won't see another one
And then he sang a song
The Rare Old Mountain Dew
I turned my face away
And dreamed about you

Got on a lucky one
Came in eighteen to one
I've got a feeling
This year's for me and you
So happy Christmas
I love you baby
I can see a better time
When all our dreams come true

They've got cars big as bars
They've got rivers of gold
But the wind goes right through you
It's no place for the old
When you first took my hand
On a cold Christmas Eve
You promised me
Broadway was waiting for me

You were handsome
You were pretty
Queen of New York City
When the band finished playing
They howled out for more
Sinatra was swinging,
All the drunks they were singing
We kissed on a corner
Then danced through the night

The boys of the NYPD choir
Were singing "Galway Bay"
And the bells were ringing out
For Christmas day

You're a bum
You're a punk
You're an old slut on junk
Lying there almost dead on a drip in that bed
You scumbag, you maggot
You cheap lousy faggot
Happy Christmas your arse
I pray God it's our last

I could have been someone
Well so could anyone
You took my dreams from me
When I first found you
I kept them with me babe
I put them with my own
Can't make it all alone
I've built my dreams around you

Pretty..

*Same as Shades..*
~Hey. Today wasnt exactly my best of days, wasnt the worst either, it got better towards the end. I just found myself rather frustrated every now and then. *sigh* oh well, the end of the day is near. Today's lyrics are from one of the prettiest songs I have ever heard. It's just simply beautiful in its own way, *sigh* not so heavy like other songs I like. Well, that's all I can say for today, ja' ne.

"I know"-Fiona Apple

So be it, I’m your crowbar
If that’s what I am so far
Until you get out of this mess
And I will pretend
That I don’t know of your sins
Until you are ready to confess
But all the time, all the time
I’ll know, I’ll know
And you can use my skin
To bury secrets in
And I will settle you down
And at my own suggestion,
I will ask no questions
While I do my thing in the background
But all the time, all the time
I’ll know, I’ll know
Baby-I can’t help you out, while she’s still around
So for the time being, I’m being patient
And amidst this bitterness
If you’ll just consider this-even if it don’t make sense
All the time-give it time
And when the crowd becomes your burden
And you’ve early closed your curtains,
I’ll wait by the backstage door
While you try to find the lines to speak your mind
And pry it open, hoping for an encore
And if it gets too late, for me to wait
For you to find you love me, and tell me so
It’s ok, don’t need to say it.